Monday, December 26, 2016

1:52 pm, 12/26/2016

I am sitting at my makeshift computer desk the day after Christmas feeling so  blah.  

I swore I would never get back to this point.
I lost 106 pounds once - in 10 months too.
I just got off the scale.....
               read 199.

I eat because I can.  No reason.  I am rarely hungry.

I keep making excuses.
I have 9 kids.
Ive had 2 babies since my weight loss
I had an emergency c-section last time....
                                         .......nearly 14 months ago.....

I am scared to lose the weight this time.
I have extra skin on my stomach.
What will happen to it?
Will it sag and hang?
Will it go away.  Not likely.

A tummy tuck will never be an option.
Can I deal with it?
Can I deal with being over weight one more day?


I just scanned Instagram and I cannot believe how motivated it makes me to see strong women taking charge of themselves.  

I can do this again.

I will do this again.

Dropping 50 will not be easy.  But I HAVE done it.

Watch out 2017.

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